Thursday, April 26, 2007
You know, maybe nothing really matters.Life is so meaningless and boring when you work full time. GAH!
Perhaps PMS is taking its toll once again.
Somebody tell me why I have to be female??
Like my bf once said, "so that you can marry me.". Sweet hor?
Which also means - a lifetime of suffering. GAH. I hate menses. The docotr once told me that people who have painful menses are those who are fertile. No pain = no ovulation = no baby.
Thus I have concluded. It hurts to be fertile. =( God's punishment to human is so painful.
GAH. Why am I feeling so down anyway?!
Posted by Carol =) at 12:57 AM
Friday, April 20, 2007
Its almost 2 months into my full time temp job. Time pretty much flies when you're working so hard. Before I know it, the year would be half over. There's plenty to think about at this point of time. For one, I haven't got a reply from Melbourne. I would much rather get a reply and at least know if I got in or not. Haha... At least then I'll be able to plan my next step. Somehow at this point of time, going to study in July seems like a really good idea. I don't want to get stuck working with measly pay for so long, and I guess I don't want to get rusty at studying. No doubt I learn alot of clinical stuff at work, but I guess its not enough.I'm getting really bonded with the people at work though. Politics drive people closer together. Wahahaha! Oh and I'm doing the old fashion pasting stamps on envelops and posting letters! Its been soooo long. =) I think I've used more stamos then I ever touched in my entire life. Not forgetting staples too. I refill my stapler about four times a day, and I'm a master of removing staples now. Lalalala.
I met Simin at marina square yesterday. I just screamed "SIIIIMMINNNN!" from the side nearer to kenny rogers, over to gloria jeans, where she works. Shops were almost all closed anyway. =X I miss my friends! I have no life nowadays. Hahaha. I joke around and cook with aunties and people who all tell me tales about their pregnancies. =/ Along with other gossips and making fun of people *ahem*. It does feel like an odd family there, with all the bitching going on. Oh by the way, I think the computer people are useless. Two days and they can't fix a glitch in the system. Hey hello, patients are waiting! Its not like you can take your own sweet time. I bet they get high pays. Hmph. Hahaha. Oh well.
I want to rest. Really. =/
I really should go to bed. SIGH.
Posted by Carol =) at 10:38 PM
Sunday, April 08, 2007
I cannot believe that I'm addicted to burnout. AHHHHHHHHHHHH!*withdrawal symptoms*
Wahahaha. No lar, I'm not having any withdrawal symptoms, but rather a pair of hands with sore wrists. I have been playing burnout the past two days on my love's psp. Heeheehee. So fun! I guess crashing is fun. =) I want to play some more!!!!
Anyway, it has become quite interesting at work recently. HAHA! Our beloved Dr. Lim went on leave and left us to deal with our dear Dr. Chia, who sees like, 4 patients in an hour. IF, we didn't rush her. Wahahaha. So somehow the nurses managed to find this way to rush her so much that in a week she went on mc, and took a day's leave, complete with a PH. Wahahaha!
I have never seen a doctor this slow man! Borderline blood pressures and she made them come back to check again, for $10.50 somemore. None of the other doctors do it lor. So much so that Dr. Lee wanted to create new codes for registration - "Chia01- checkBP". "Chia02-check pulse".
Can you believe she made people pay 10 buckeroos to check a freaking pulse rate? GOSH.
Anyway, enough of the slowmo. I can't wait for Dr. Lim to come back...
I can't wait for june to come either. Oh, my next paycheck too! Ciaos! ;)
Posted by Carol =) at 10:19 PM
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
I miss my girls! I miss pretty much everybody. I haven't had any time to go out at all. Work ends at 5odd but after that I pretty much just want to go home, especially i work so near to home and so far away from any MRT. Takes pretty long to get to bedok, and bedok is far from town. Heh. I do go out when I get bike rides! Haha!I got a new pretty helmet! =)
Check out the 360 degrees view! Wahaha!
http://www.shoeihelmet.co.jp/hellineup/jet/h_jstamo/stage07.html
Anyway I just recovered recently from a bout of gastric flu, and frankly speaking, it sucks! My stomach felt like it was curling up and trying to commit suicide. I couldn't even walk anywhere, or even sleep! Thank God that the bf was around. He so sweetly went out to buy food for me in the rain, but all I could stomach was 2 sips of soup. =( I ended up staying over at his house cause I couldn't go home. Stomach cramps + menstral cramps? BLEAH. Anyway his mummy helped to apply medicated oil on my stomach, and pretty much took care of me. All i did was lie down, sleep, pretty immobile. =/
I guess its really God's blessings that I could get out of bed to go for the U-21 men's finals, and in the state of excitement jump up and cheer for goals. =D SCC won!! Hurray for the bf! Three years in a row. They are a close knit group. I'm envious. =)
Honestly, I had more fun watching this year than the last. I guess its cause I had to kaki this year. Watching alone not so fun la. Hahaha. Besides, the kaki really very kanchiong one. =) (what english i have.. sigh) It was fun this year. I miss hockey!!
Played a friendly against RJ yesterday, and my legs are sore now. My stamina now just plain sucks. I never had good stamina to begin with, but during those times of hockey I did improve. Now I guess I can't run, I can't sprint. =( I want to play but it feels so limiting to be weak. I want to go run but after work I just feel so lazy. Sigh.
I'm still waiting for a reply from the uni. Won't be anytime soon I think, I just applied not too long ago. Oh well. Somehow I hope that I can only start in Feb'08. I want to buy more time. =)
Meanwhile I've done alot of thinking and reflecting, and I guess that I really should go easier on myself sometimes. Maybe I should take some time off to spend with friends, especially those I haven't met up for too damn long. Oh well...
