Sunday, February 18, 2007

Happy new year all!

I have this freakishly huge blue black on my shin. Perfect for the new year don't you think? Wahahaha. Just kidding. It's surviving quite well anyway.

Bad mood almost over. I think so lar. Afterall, it is the new year. I don't have a huge family to reunion with, neither do I go CNY visiting. I would like to go visiting actually, just that we stopped doing that awhile ago lar. After all, its kinda surprising but, I think I have things to chat with my cousins already. Hahahaha.

Don't worry for me. I still get AngBaos. ;) Wahahaha.

Posted by Carol =) at 2:48 AM

Saturday, February 17, 2007

*&^%$#@!@#$%^&*&^%$#@@#$%^&^%$#@@^*#@#@$%^%$#@$#%

That pretty much sums up my life at this current moment.

I can't wait to move out.

I think I'll be happier off with a wipeout of memory.

Posted by Carol =) at 3:17 AM

Friday, February 16, 2007

Bye bye long post with all the pictures that causes the page to load slowly.

Wahahaha. Well it doesn't load slow for me, because it is my blog. Muahahaha.

Anyway, results are coming out. I am getting a job. I have told Beng that I won't be working (though he did ask me to work weekends. i told him i'll consider.). Lalalala. ~~Freedom at last.~~

I guess I don't like being that free, as mentioned in the previous post. I shall not grumble too much and behave like the typical Singaporean. Wahaha.

I am being completely random and completely senseless.

I went back to SHSS today! Met Miss Yew, who for some reason wants me back to teach, Mrs Wong, who thinks its my first time back -_-'", Miss Tan, who doesn't want Joyce to teach and who also hasn't changed a single bit, Miss Chin, who is Mrs Goh and still so sweet, Si Ying, our pretty and dramatic senior, Mr Chiang, who thinks I'm Carol Lai, and a whole lot of others. They all have a huge lou hei seesion at the creativity hall lar. All wearing red. I bet it was compulsory. Wahahaha.

I can't believe I miss the school so much. Well, I wasnt that attached to my class in the first place. I was close to some people, but our class wasn't the most united class you could find. We did a whole lot of fun things together though. There was the class cheer, which won us pizza hut vouchers. We spent all the vouchers on delivery at Hannah's house where we all played games to Vincent's strumming. Hahaha. We were playing the werewolf game, which I found out later is available in card form. Racial harmony day where we all wore costumes and made fun of people. We did endure the Social Studies lessons and even tricked Miss Tan that the green is blue and vice versa. I still regard Miss Tan as my favourite teacher though everyone else hated the chapter copying. Hahaha. She still remembers that I got A1 for my combined humanities!

I remember kick boxing to "Absolutely everybody" and temperature taking. The tons of homework during the SARS emergency holiday, and the class parties. Bbq at the class chalet which ended up with people other than those from our class, and the weird bedtime stories Vincent told while me and Justina stayed over with the boys. Daniel and Gareth locking themselves into one room, and the four boys who squeezed into a single bed because they didnt dare to share the ohter bed with us two girls. Daniel Zing, Ah tan, Mark and Vincent lor. Hahaha. We even went for a late night walk for supper which the guys had their second dinner. No one ate much at the bbq anyway.

I realised how true it is that people get closer after graduation. Ian Diong, for example, is now our small bird. Clarise even, during the planetshakers conference. Ah tan, who remembers my birthday, though I know its only because Vincent shares it. Terence lim, who I had a long chat with before one of my matches. Theres many more, though I can't list them all.

I guess I did have some pretty good times in Secondary school. Now I guess I will miss the good times in Poly too. I'll leave that for another day. =)

Posted by Carol =) at 7:52 PM

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Woohoo! Its the school holidays!

Well, it is my way overdue break. School has kept me busy since 2005 so you have absolutely no idea how big a relief this is.

*BIG SIGH OF RELIEF*

Okay. Enough of the relief. Im totally bored out of my soul. Hahaha. Talk about being fickle minded. I'm so used to the busy lifestyle! Now that I have nothing to do, I feel so lost and bored. There's never enough shows on TV, never enough things to do online. I work part time, but I can't wait to quit. The damn job is boring me out. Yea, it was interesting at first, but once you do it too often? You get so sick and tired of it. The nine hour shifts without proper mealtimes is another thing. The management is another. Oh well.

I'm off to find a temp job!!

Oh ya, I'm considering going for the feb08 intake for uni. That way, I can get my class3 licence, work a little, rest a little, recharge a little, learn a little, earn a little, before I go into uni. Wahahaha.

I don't know if thats the best, but I'll just wait for my results to decide for me lar. =)

Having an idle mind aso means alot more thoughts and planning for the future. Wahaha. Wild thoughts, crazy dreams. Not forgetting worry for the soon to be released results. Yea, its in March, but I can't help thinking I won't do as well as I hoped. Oh well.

I just want to get into UniMelb! =/ Sigh.....

Enough of my useless rantings. =)

Posted by Carol =) at 12:09 PM

Monday, February 05, 2007

Oh the crazy damn things. Small things in my life which makes me wanna scream and shout and just hide under my covers. I've got plenty of notes waiting for me and all I'm doing is procrastinating. This is so horrible. I really need to do well this semester, but somehow I'm not working hard enough. I can't wait for the two hours to be over tomorrow. Sigh.

There's many things in heart, and somehow I wish I could share it all. I need to get all my thoughts together, and concentrate really hard.

*breathe in*

*breathe out*

Give me strength!!!!!!!!

Wahahahahaha!

Somebody save me.

Posted by Carol =) at 10:02 PM

Tomorrow's my last day of school! Well, should be happy la, but I'm more worried than I am joyful at this point of time. There's still so much left to study, so much in my mind. Yet I'm hopelessly craving for hotcakes. Wahahaha.

Anyway, back to what I originally want to blog about.

Presenting.......

http://j3welab.livejournal.com

=)

Its a site where two of my friends and I put up some of our works, so do check it out. We're currently having a Valentine's special, so be sure not to miss it!

Valentine's = Friendship week

So don't forget to get your own buddies something too! =)

Wahahaha... Well, all I need is a little support, and if you think your friends will like the webby, ask them to come visit too. =) Whee! Its finally done...

Since tomorrow is the last day of exams...... More items can be expected too! =) Have fun. Lalala. There. I'm done.

Wish me luck people!

Posted by Carol =) at 1:34 PM

Thursday, February 01, 2007

I know I shouldn't be blogging at this time, but I can't really help it. =/

Agro's over, and I guess that's a huge relief. I went out with my 'family' from year 1, well half of them, to mind. It was fun playing Charoodles and First Hands with them, we ate alot, drank alot. Then, we couldn't use all the vouchers!!! =( Oh man. That sucked. But anyway, we played pool and bishibashi after that. I just realised I haven't played bishibashi in so long! At least a few years! I lost badly lar, but it was ok. Wahahaha. Well anyway, no one wants to know what I did when, so here goes.

I'm bored!!!!!!

Bored bored bored bored out of my mind. Wahahaha. I don't know if its because I don't have a fear of Immuno or something. I don't feel like starting to study cause I don't feel the urgency. Yet I know I want to do well. I'm weird lar.

I don't want to study anymoreeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

Actually I dont know what I want to do. I don't want to work, don't want to do anything. Maybe I'm just lethargic. I want to run, but feel like I don't have the energy.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Somebody save me...