Wednesday, November 30, 2005

The story behind those beautiful rings~

There was a boy. There was a girl.
They didn't know each other for 17 years.
Their paths crossed, but they never met.

They went to the same JC. The girl stayed for three months, the boy six. They never met.
They went to the same polytechnic. The girl in CLS, the boy in EEE. They never met.
They joined the same CCA. The girl worked on tuesdays, the boy on thursdays. They never met.

Nothing was planned.

One disaster brought about their friendship. One workshop enhanced it. Two expeditions and they were best friends. They worked the same day, got the same post, had similar mindset. They were both in the same post, and organized an activity.

Loved and hated the same people, complaining and praising same things. They had alot in common.

They were best friends.

Changes occured. Boy's life changed. Girl knew and stood by him.

Weeks went by, and best friends drew closer. One trip to Europe decided their fate. Boy cared for girl. Girl cared for boy.

Boy didn't speak up. Neither did girl. The situation was complicated. There was no room for words. Yet silent understanding and words unspoken brought them closer.

Things happened, one by one, good and bad, the story finally unfolded. Boy liked girl, girl liked boy. Now where to start?

Then one day, one fateful day, the rings were bought. Boy asked girl. Girl agreed. Memories are waited to be engraved on it forever.








so it was, and so it will be,

and may it be forever, til death do us part~

*I love u~

*Love is a many splendored thing, Love lifts us up where we belong, All you need is Love~
*The greatest thing you'll ever learn... is just to love, and to be loved in return~

Posted by Carol =) at 12:34 AM

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

~rings~



Nice anot nice anot??

Posted by Carol =) at 10:10 PM

I donated blood today!

Yup! Hahahaha.

Called kaan after school, and he happened to be donating blood! With his class! Vincent's in his class too, so I went to take a look. Hahaha. Vincent looked freaked out man! I saw the nurse taking kaan's blood. Looked so fun!! So I went ahead to donate some of mine. Haha. Took me a while to decide, but I did it anyway. So fun! They did some haemoglobin test on me before I could donate. After you donate, you actually get a nice bandage and CCA points. Didn't know til I finished. Free crackers, drinks and iron tablets too! The iron tablets sound freaky though. Wahahaha.

Oh ya. Been wanting to blog about my job, but I guess its boring to read bout my job lar. Wait til I get the chance to get into box office then I'll see how! Hahaha. Oh well, bending my arm for so long hurts it. I shall go eat dinner now! :)

Posted by Carol =) at 9:03 PM

Friday, November 25, 2005

Just took a look out of my window. The sky's rather clear tonight. Can see quite alot of stars shining! Hahaha. Nothing compared to other countries but its good for singapore. Feel like getting a mat and lying on the 'field' opposite. Maybe thats a good idea~
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Just a few moments later. Now's 1.40. Clouds are covering the sky where the stars used to be visible. Pity. I guess life's like that.

Posted by Carol =) at 1:19 AM

Thursday, November 24, 2005

My flesh and my heart faileth: but God is the strength of my heart, and my portion for ever.

My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.

When my skin sags and my bones get brittle, GOD is rock-firm and faithful.

My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the Rock and firm Strength of my heart and my Portion forever.

Podrán desfallecer mi cuerpo y mi espíritu, pero Dios fortalece[b] mi corazón; él es mi herencia eterna.

내 육체와 마음은 쇠잔하나 하나님은 내 마음의 반석이시요 영원한 분깃이시라

Hemo iho oku kikokiko me toku ngakau: ko te Atua ia te kaha o toku ngakau, toku wahi ake ake.

我 的 肉 体 和 我 的 心 肠 衰 残 ； 但 　 神 是 我 心 里 的 力 量 ， 又 是 我 的 福 分 ， 直 到 永 远 。

La mia carne e il mio cuore possono venir meno, ma DIO è la rocca del mio cuore e la mia parte in eterno.

Mag auch mein Leib und mein Herz vergehen - meines Herzens Fels und mein Teil ist Gott auf ewig.

כָּלָ֥ה שְׁאֵרִ֗י וּלְבָ֫בִ֥י צוּר־לְבָבִ֥י וְחֶלְקִ֗י אֱלֹהִ֥ים לְעֹולָֽם׃

Psalm 73:26

Posted by Carol =) at 10:37 PM

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

Warning: This entry is colourful, long and has many changes of topic!

Guess wad?



I weighed my bag!


You know how much it weighs?

A freaking FOUR kg! Ouch. My shoulders hurt. I feel shorter already!!!!

Dang. Somebody save me!!!
I wonder what I put inside actually. So heavy! Let me see.

[o1] Environmental studies notes, binded. Dang. Heavy and I hardly used it. :(
[o2] Two sets of Molecular Biology notes, binded. Argh. Had to bring it.
[o3] Blue file with LMBS and A&P II notes.
[o4] Clear file with timetable, Metabolic Biochemistry tutorials, other loose papers.
[o5] Yellow file with indemnity forms and CCA record application form. Haiz.
[o6] My two pencil cases. They're both not big!!
[o7] Shampoo and Facial wash. Had training.
[o8] T-shirt, shorts, undergarments, towel. Had training.
[o9] Almost full bottle of water. I still don't feel thirsty.
[1o] Plastic test tube. Didn't bear to throw it away.
[11] Calculator.
[12] Notebook.
[13] Wallet.
[14] Lots of other stuff. Bleahhhh~

Eh. Dunno why. All these, plus my bag, weighs FOUR kg!!! Argh...........

Tasukete!! Help!!



--- change of topic ---

Oh well. I got my job at cine. I can't believe it! I'm actually starting work on friday. Its too soon!! I need much more time to prepare myself! AHHHH. Well I brought it upon myself. Haha. Oh well!

--- change of topic ---

I had training today! Either I haven't played for too long, or I suck. We just hit around and scoring was to dribble to the line. Here's what happens to me.

Ball comes. I miss ball. I lose the ball.
Ball comes, I stop the ball, I run to the line, I get tackled, I lose the ball.
Ball comes, I'm standing damn near the line, I can't stop ball, I lose the ball.
Ball comes, I estimate wrongly, ball whacks leg, I lose the ball.
Ball comes........

You get the gist. I suck! After that, I went to hit to the wall for practise. Determined to hit 100 times at least. But alas, it wasn't as fast as I thought it would be. After 50 times, my waist was sore and my arms hurt. Am I weak or what?! Anyway the balls were gathered after that and I couldn't continue anymore. Haiz. Didn't get to work out much actually. I want to run. Didn't feel dirty enough to bathe after that. But I did anyway. After that Shaf and I went home while some of them went to eat. So I'm home, which is now. Bleah.

--- change of topic ---

I've got alot of tutorials which I haven't done! I need more time! Ah! Bleah. Irritating. Hahahaha. I'm going mad. I'm stoning and turning crazy already. K lar. Change topics so many times also sian. I shall go off now! New template too! The huge photos are gone anyway!

Posted by Carol =) at 11:18 PM

Sunday, November 20, 2005

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〈只想爱你〉 扬丞琳

我终于还是说了一句我爱你
还记得那个微凉夜里天空正飘着小雨
心跳的声音 像舞动奇迹

你看着我说千万不要爱上你
因为你只会让我伤心别傻了快点喊停
你那么冷静 忽远又忽近

我知道我对你来说也许太年轻
我想我猜我问我终于了解
原来为爱流的眼泪 也是种甜蜜滋味

只想爱你

当我和你走在一起就已经决定
不看不听不问也不会放弃
是你让我了解自己 可以为爱那么坚定

只想爱你

好想每天睁开眼睛就能看到你
我知道我偶尔有一点任性
不管你做任何决定 究竟爱我还是逃避

Sorry 我还是不会放弃 爱你


我终于还是说了一句我爱你
还记得那个微凉夜里天空正飘着小雨
心跳的声音 像舞动奇迹

你看着我说千万不要爱上你
因为你只会让我伤心别傻了快点喊停
你那么冷静 忽远又忽近

我知道我对你来说也许太年轻
我想我猜我问我终于了解
原来为爱流的眼泪 也是种甜蜜滋味

只想爱你

当我和你走在一起就已经决定
不看不听不问也不会放弃
是你让我了解自己 可以为爱那么坚定

只想爱你

好想每天睁开眼睛就能看到你
我知道我偶尔有一点任性
不管你做任何决定 究竟爱我还是逃避

Sorry 我还是不会放弃
Sorry 我还是不会放弃

只想爱你

当我和你走在一起就已经决定
不看不听不问也不会放弃
是你让我了解自己 可以为爱那么坚定

只想爱你

好想每天睁开眼睛就能看到你
我知道我偶尔有一点任性
不管你做任何决定 究竟爱我还是逃避

Sorry 我还是不会放弃
我还是不会放弃 爱你

Well if you're thinking why its so long, its cause thats the entire song. With the repeating verse. Yep. Go download the song. I like it cause its kinda meaningful. Well, to me lar. Haha. Enjoy~

Posted by Carol =) at 11:40 PM

Just a nonsense post today. Shall randomly take out a few photos. Wahaha.























Austria! This is the front of a t-shirt actually. Don't you think the mountains resemble the adidas stripes? Wahahaha~ Nope, I didn't buy the shirt.



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This was taken at the camp recently. They decided to arrange the tables from one end to the other! Super long. I couldn't manage to take the whole thing. Hmm.. Its an ironic thing that though in the photo you see plenty of guys, but in actual fact there were much more girls at the camp. Wahaha.



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This was taken at the poly forum. Well, simply because, I forgot my earrings(how SMART of me), and had to make myself a pair out of safety pins. Heh. In fact, I made 2 pairs. Different design hor! Doesn't really look like safety pins, do they? Anyway, they were sponsored by Calvin. Thank you thank you. I totally forgot to bring any money to Johor. Heh... So people mostly sponsored me. I didn't require much sponsorship anyway... Hahaha.



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Isn't this nice??? 49 dollars! I want!!! Hahaha! I don't think it'll suit me though. Oh well. Next time!



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(Photo KINDLY taken by Cedric.*ahem, go see tagboard.*Wahahaha.)Lastly, thats me! Hahaha. I'm not speaking, just having fun! Haha. We took this while another speaker was having a rehearsal. This RP guy chided us for disturbing others. He just doesn't know how to have fun! Bleah!

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Actually, I was just bored and didn't know what to do. Haiz. Oh well! Lalala~
Anyway, the imode advertisement is getting on my nerves!!!!! ARGH.

Posted by Carol =) at 8:05 PM

Saturday, November 19, 2005

Haven't been blogging regularly. Felt like blogging a few times last week but somehow the thoughts all just didn't flow.

Week three of school went rather well. I didn't fall asleep in class except for poi's tutorial For which in turn he said that we were in a coma. Doesn't matter lar, I was that tired. Slept in the library a few times. I really have to start sleeping earlier. Its hard to change and sometimes I really hate to sleep early. Its just not me. I prefer to wake up lare! Oh well. I can't do anything about that!

I was mostly attentive in class, though I was late twice! Haha. Hey, at least I did my tutorial! On time! Hahaha. I love myself. Well. This once I guess.

Just came home from a camp today, and I doubt I contributed anything much to it. I ran off to hockey training in the starting of the camp, slept early, woke up, ate breakfast, slept more, woke up, ate lunch, watched their practice, went running, helped to sort out the receipts, snacked, helped clean up, and went home. Yea, that pretty much sums it all lar! Haha. Well, knowing that I have to apply for the CCA points make me feel much better. At least I'll be doing my job as a secretary! Haha. I missed out on the games, but I caught up on my long lost sleep so I wasn't too upset about it. Pretty much zoned out today anyway. Bad news in the morning. Ran/walked(mostly I jogged) ten rounds around the track, and had a icy cold bath after that. The water was cold! I didn't choose it! Was stoning so the ten rounds didn't feel real. Except after that my muscles at my side started aching. No either why, but it did! Had pain walking around after that.

Darn. Why am I blogging about my life? Its so boring and not interesting to read! Wahaha. Bear with it people! I'll come up with better topics! Lalala. I was reading the philosophy essay zaffy had, so maybe......... Wahaha. Nevermind that. I've gone crazy.

I'm still trying so hard to solve a mystery. I believe, but don't know why. I'm weird.

God bless ya all! I'm going to a church tomorrow! Lalalala!

*Oh and I got into overseas ITP(attachment). With the condition, "You better pull up your grades this semester.". How cool? -_-*

Posted by Carol =) at 10:23 PM

Thursday, November 17, 2005

I watched Harry Potter! Ah-huh. And not today. It was yesterday! Wahaha. Well I went to cine to apply for a job lar, but ending up getting tempted. So I bought tickets and watched it after CYA.

But...............

All I can say is.... It wasn't what I expected! They left out many many parts! Oh ya, shan't add too much spoilers lar, lest anyone wants to kill me. Heh. Anyway, I think anyone who hasn't read the book would enjoy the movie. The production wasn't too bad. However, if you have read and liked the book, I'm pretty sure you'll be complaining. Heh. Goblet of Fire is my favourite book out of the whole HP series simply cause it was the most exciting! The Quidditch World Cup, Triward Tournament, Herm-own-ninny... Wahahaha...

But in the movie they cut out vital parts, and happened to portray some characters differently from the book. Oh well. They dramatised certain parts which were not that important in the book lar. But it just added to the effect of the movie.

In fact, they should come up with another edition with all the scenes which are supposed to be in!! I'll sure buy and watch it. Would be much much much nicer. Lalala.

Well, I'll still encourage everyone to watch the movie. Unless you're broke and a hardcore HP fan who refuses to have the story changed in any way. There you go. Hahaha.

I've been so tired. Need to rest badly! So maybe I'll update again at a later time. Cheers everyone!

Posted by Carol =) at 11:46 PM

Friday, November 11, 2005

Huge post! Sorry if your com is too slow and lags!

Poly forum photos. Found them hosted so I don't have to upload them! Whee!! Haha. Just a few lar k?


Thats the entire SP group. I think.


Dreamers... I likkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkke!


Still dreaming!


Still us. Carol.Darren.Cedric.Lydia.James


Whahaha. Yeap.



Subtheme 4. E.T.Y. Blurry.



More more more!


Do i even see me?


Finally a clear one!


Look! Tat siong's a blur...


Where's me?


What's Darren doing?


There I am!


Nice lighting, no?


Darren's crying while i speak! :(


More of me on stage.



Backstage. I look nice here! :)


More!!!


Clearest pic!


ANd...... Finally DONE!!

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Posted by Carol =) at 11:29 PM

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

I'm feeling so tired now but I can't help it!

So so so so so so so so so so so dead tired!

For the past few days, I sleep after 2 and have to wake up at 6! Haiz. 3 plus hours a day for so many days is tiring! And yet I can't get to sleep early. I don't feel like sleeping until 2 plus! Which explains why I sleep so late anyway. Haiz. My body clock is set this way already, I can't help it! Bleah. There's so much I want to do but I can't seem to find the time, nor the means to do them. Anyway, I've accomplished something already. Though I'm damn tired, I haven't fell asleep in class yet! I mean, for more than 5 minutes lar. Can't help it when greg poi is speaking though. He's lame! Environmental studies put me to sleep. Think I'll get to see Audrey tomorrow. At last! Oh well. I'm still not in school mood though I'm trying. I'll try harder. I've got so much on my mind sometimes, the thoughts get all mixed up and I lose my train of thoughts and get all confused! Bleah. Help.

I'm still tired. I haven't bathed so I'm still dirty. My thoughts are still lost. God help me. Only You can. =)

Posted by Carol =) at 12:42 AM

Monday, November 07, 2005

Just saw ahgong's results. I am so ashamed of mine.....!! Sorry elmo but please understand and ignore this post if you happen to read it. My GPA dropped so much I guess its not worth mentioning anymore. I only got 3 semesters left! If I want to pull it up, I'll have to do super well! Which means serious studying. I'm not up to it! I've never been a mugger my whole life! Slacking suits me just fine. But look what it does to my results! Haiz. I don't know lar. I don't know what to do already.

School started for one week already. Well it was filled with holidays but still the first week of school! I'm not organised! My room is in a mess, my notes are all around, I'm supposed to be getting them organised, and probably my life too. But its just not happening. I'm still in the holiday mood. The holidays were too short if you ask me.

Too much! Too much to do! Help! Haha. I think if I don't procrastinate that much, I'll be much happier and organised! Bleah. Cannot help it. It's inbuilt. Lalala.

What to do? Haha. I'm blabbering nonsence already.

God bless me this sem!!!!

Posted by Carol =) at 1:57 AM

Saturday, November 05, 2005

New skin!! I really cant take the white ones lar. Feel so much better with black ones. Heh. I miss my old guitar angel one. But the picture is no longer hosted. Oh well~ This was the most pleasing black background skin I could find so bear with it til I change it. Ermmm. Yea, if I remember to, bother to, and want to spend time on it. Hahaha. Ciaos.

Posted by Carol =) at 5:15 AM

School's terrible. They changed my class!! They split up our 2 classes of biotech students into 3 classes. o1 cut abit, o2 cut abit, put in o3! I'm in one of the cut off people. :( Its irritating leh. Firstly, noone ever thinks that they'll get a change of class in the middle of a school year! Secondly, they only left one guy with us, Nasir. So poor thing. :( Thirdly, it isn't very easy to befriend the o1 people. I'm not just saying they're not friendly, we just don't bother to try cause its not really worth it. Fourthly, our buddy class is a medtech class! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! My goodness. The lecturers keep thinking we're all medtech and think we've done basic immuno, and other stuff like that.

And I don't quite like the dbs people too! :(

I miss my old class. I miss 2A02. Well most of them are in 2B02, but most of the girls are in o3 like me. :( Not fair!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bleah. Just needed to complain lar. I think I'll get along fine. Just less boring lar. At least there's mass lecture! At least Cynthia and Shaf is in my class. So many things happening. There's no longer any girls' ivp team for hockey. stupid anne. Oh well. :(

Want to meet up with my handbell girls again.... and this time Anna better turn up!! Haha.. Joyce! When are we meeting again??

Oh well. :) Lets hope all things turn out fine~

Posted by Carol =) at 2:49 AM

Thursday, November 03, 2005


My blog is worth $5,080.86.
How much is your blog worth?



Wow. I bet yours is worth more!

Posted by Carol =) at 9:42 PM

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

I'M BACK!!!!!!!!

Lalalalala. Hahaha. Did you all miss me? Hahahahahaha.

2 weeks in Austria. Alot of things happened. And I mean ALOT.

Loads of pictures, loads of fun, loads of food, loads of fresh air, loads of emotions. Eh. Haha. You must be wondering why emotions huh? Well, the day we flew there, was the day of the release of results. The results were terrible. :( Really terrible. I have nothing to say lar. Its really really very bad. This semester I'll probably have to pia like mad already.

Alot of photos but I'm really very lazy to load here leh. Besides, I do have quite a number of more important stuff to do. Its terrible! Argh! School started! Argh!

Argh Argh Argh!!!!!!!!!

Blah blah blah. I've got so much to type yet nothing is coming. Hmm. Haiz. K lar, I'll try again another day. Just wanted to make my presence in singapore known! Wheeeeee~

Posted by Carol =) at 10:02 PM