Thursday, September 29, 2005

Last night went airport for overnight studying. First group of people I saw when I stepped into the airport was KJ, Boon kor, Xuehui, Sihan, Ah boy. Yea, I noticed them in that order. Hahaha. I walked in, and I saw KJ, then I saw Boon kor so first thing I shouted was, "TEO WEE BOON!" Then Xuehui turned around. Hahaha. They were celebrating Sihan's birthday lar. So they offered me cake and eggs... (-_-'")

Madness lor. Anyway I haven't seen them for a long while so it brings back alot of memories. Have to apologise to KJ though, the last few times he messaged me on msn I wasn't around and didn't reply. Hahaha. They all look pretty much the same, except when they sit nearby I can roughly smell the stale smoke. Eeew. But what to do? I'm in no postion to help any of them lar. Not if they help and I don't even actually belong to any church at the moment. Heh.

Last night studying was fruitful! I actually managed to write notes for all the topics Goh likes this year. Well I hope he really likes them! Hahaha. Hmmm, besides that, I got a table drawn for Chua's part. Not a bad accomplishment. Hahaha. Later I've got to pia somemore. Perhaps from 9pm til late night 2am? Then I should sleep. Recently I don't even know I've been sleeping enough. Sometimes I sleep alot, sometimes I don't. Now I'm getting a headache from what I believe to be due to lack of sleep. Wahaha. I shall go catch a short nap before the show at 7. Heh. Nitez people!

Posted by Carol =) at 5:53 PM

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

carol's not thinking carol's not thinking
carol's not thinking carol's not thinking
carol's not thinking carol's not thinking
carol's not thinking carol's not thinking
carol's not thinking carol's not thinking
carol's not thinking carol's not thinking
carol's not thinking carol's not thinking
carol's not thinking carol's not thinking
carol's not thinking carol's not thinking
carol's not thinking carol's not thinking

AHHHHHHHH!

Ok. Just had to get a little something out of my system.

I wish there was this huge open space for me just to go scream. Loud and long, perhaps.
These exams have been the worse exams for me yet. Firstly, my ICAs were terrible, then, molgen sucked. I couldn't answer a few questions for plant science. I'm not sure about my answers for OSRM, and i just got news that i flunked my biochem. He passed me in the end, but still! I flunked it!

All those dreams about getting into university? Damn. What else can I do? All I knew was that I would be studying til I'm old. Now I don't even know if that is actually possible. Damn. WHyyyyyyy??!!!!

I'm such an idiot. Somebody kill me please?

October is going to be such a busy month. And yes, I've got alot of preparation work to do. I'm going for Poly Forum! Well, I endded up in a group where I don't know a single person. That won't be too bad lar, I can always make new friends! Hope they're all nice people! Wahaha.
Just got my sub-sub theme, and I still have no idea who the people are. Anyway there's some pre-forum thing this saturday. I'll have to be there in a polo tee. Not difficult. I have many of those! But soon I'll be needing a formal black skirt. My goodness! I have a formal skirt but it has pinstripes lar. Cannot make it, with that dark green blazer. Bleah.

Tomorrow is Lynette's birthday! Lalalalalalala. HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Ok, so I know she doesn't read my blog. Wait, maybe she doesn't even know I blog. But anyway, still gonna wish her here!!
I love you!!

Lalalala, I am so going bonkers. They stretched my exam period over two weeks. They want to kill me lor. Anyway, alot of things making me go bonkers now, and I probably take forever to type them. So I'll just forget it. How I wish my memory is like computer, can delete whatever I don't want, save whatever I need, recall all the things I need when I have to! Wah best, exam shiok already! Now waiting for Joyce to reply so maybe I can eat dinner outside and possibly destress a little. And perhaps get my skirt and shirt. And perhaps... I dunno? Too many perhaps...............

Posted by Carol =) at 5:43 PM

Thursday, September 22, 2005

Molecular Genetics was terrible. I'm not going to survive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHH.....

My dear GPA......

Haiz.

I can't remember enough things for my plant sciences paper on friday. All the best to me, all the best to me. I can't help it lar. This semester, i don't have the exam mood lar! Keep slacking. Heh. But just felt like blogging for fun lar. Don't know what else to say already. So there you go!

Posted by Carol =) at 3:23 AM

Sunday, September 18, 2005

Haiz.... First paper on tuesday. What have I studied? Nothing. AHHHHHHH. Well actually not nothing but close to nothing la k. Wahahahaha.

I'm been lazy, slacking around, hanging out, and doing all sorts of other nonsense other than study. Haiz. I hate myself. Today going to study. I have to. No other time already. And monday, one whole day of intensive. No choice. I WILL have to keep to this schedule. Molecular genetics. It interesting, but the lecturers are terrible! With them I don't even have the mood to listen lor. Hahaha. So, yea. That explains my ignorance in the module. I printed some pat year papers already. Hopefully can study from there tomorrow. :)

Lalala. Besides all those, I'm ok. Just waiting for exams to be over, then I'll have alot of events already. Poly Forum preparation seems like alot. I'm the only one from CYA in my group! Haiz. I'll make it fun for myself! No problem! Wheeeeee. Hahahaha. At least my topic is easier to crap lar. Engaging our Youth. Hahaha. Anyone got ideas tell me kk? Whahahaha...

Anyway thats all i can see for now lar. Later then.....

Posted by Carol =) at 12:43 PM

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

G-O-N-E-C-A-S-E

Biostats. Ah!!!!

Online quiz. 12/20

I need 65/80 for my written.

Question 2A dunno how to answer, 2B never answer.

Question 4B no time to answer, scribbled rubbish.

60/80 MAX.

I estimate a 40/80.

52. Goodness! Die already lar! Not enough! Not even enough for a B+ I think! And I still haven't gone to Xu HaiLou for the Biochem results. Dieded.

I'm dead! HELPPPPPPPPP.

Exams in a week. Dead. Lalala. God bless me. People, its time to fast and pray for carol.

//There can be miracles, when you believe!!**

Posted by Carol =) at 1:07 AM

Sunday, September 11, 2005

I'm at home and bored! Supposed to be mugging for my biostats quiz. I mean, it IS possible to get an A for biostats, and hopefully pull up my GPA la! But then again, I don't have the interest to mug for it leh. Its so boring! ANOVA, chi-square tests, BLEAH! Just doing my quizzes so that I have my 20%. Heh. 20% plus my last test, 29.2% would be 49.2%. So I confirm pass already. Just how well I will have to do. 80 take away 49.2 is 30.8%, which means.... I have to score at least 77 for my next test. eeeew! Thats alot! Haha. Guess I better get to mugging then. :(

But i feel like typing lar. Hahaha.

Yesterday's training was so dehydrating. One and 3/4 hours into the training, I felt so much like fainting. Haiz. And the game was horrid. The other team was way too strong. No way we could have done anything. Wasn't good at all. Didn't like it. We need to be evenly matched. Its quite dumb lar, after all, the guys team isn't that strong, and for IVP they will probably be trashed lar, playing against us girls is not going to help train them! Haiz.

found this at the toilet near delta. female toilet. isn't it SO obvious?

and the top of the door was around my shoulder level only.

so there u go. GIRL ONLY.

Blah blah blah, Lalala.... I'm bored. But I got to go already..............

Posted by Carol =) at 11:37 AM

Thursday, September 08, 2005

EXAMS ARE 12 DAYS AWAY! DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE!!

and can u believe it? I still got a quiz his coming monday. *sobs* School sucks! Well... It always does til you leave it lar! Haha. Today helped out with SPELLing Bee. Some cls event lar. But I saw one of my sec school bio teachers! Mdm Zulaiha? I think thats her name lar. She's teaching Pasir Ris sec now... And she still remembers me! So cool. Anyway I think I should really get to studying though I don't know how when where to start.

MOLGEN! Dieded. My previous test was 20/40. Dead. I don't know anything about auxotrophs or replica plating, or composite transposons! Hahaha. Tried reading but don't understand. I should have listened more and slept less in class! Though the lecturers are very boring/irritating!! Hope everything will be fine lar. Doubt I'm doing my report already. There isn't much time left! HELP HELP HELP! Oh well.