Tuesday, February 22, 2005

I always think about things which I can blog about but never seem to recall them when I do blog. So much thoughts going through my mind and all. I lose track of all my thoughts too easily.

Lalalalala. There's two tests tomorrow. IO chem and Mathcad. Haha. Today was supposed to practise mathcad, but I got so bored. School finished real early today. Last experiment already. I'm gonna miss the basic micro lab.. Haha. Well it marks the start of a new super slack timetable! Haha. Last IO chem prac this week too!!! Yay. So next time on tuesdays I'll have a weird timing. Oh well. More time to sleep!! Haha. Supposed to be studying lar, but too tired. And lazy. Mostly lazy. Hahaha.

Speaking of the tests, I haven't studied yet. Hmmm... I'm going to fail. = /
At least I don't copy. I hope I won't. Heh.

Joanna's birthday is coming! Joyce P is planning an outing. Dunno what's going to happen actually, she just roughly told me about planning. I went out with Joyce the other day. I miss her man!! Haha. Everything goes so well when I go out with her. The pictures come out great (I guess we're happy), we get to buy a new bag(same one, again), and get to talk about everything under the sun. hee.

I got to watch a police race! Wait. I don't know what to call it. Haha. The police car speeding after the villians kinda thing? Oh well. Only saw the police going real fast. Hahaha. Wonder what happened.

this is getting out of point so i shall stop.

Posted by Carol =) at 10:12 PM

Saturday, February 19, 2005

Somebody please kill me cause I can't make decisions! They kill me. Everytime I have to make an important decision I feel like dying. And, I still don't know if I was right to make those decisions! Haiz. What would have been of me if I made it the mgs instead. Hahaha. Thats was really damn long ago ya? But I'm certain I like shss. It rocks. But, being a somewhat rather average school, it made me decide after I graduate to go into a poly. Hmm, if only I was in those schools where everyone goes to jc, like EVERYONE? So I wouldn't have to make a choice in the first place. But, I would be busy mugging now, and study loads of useless stuff. :D Wahahhahaa. At least I think the poly curriculum would be useful for uni.

People in jc please don't kill me.

No lar, my point is, was my decision right in the first place? Or perhaps I might as well shoot myself at the head. Argh. I miss SA. Again. Its one of those times. Hahahaha. Year 2 is commmmming! Oops. I haven't studied for the sems yet. Heh. And I might just end up in bioinfo. I don't mind actually, I just don't want to be there due to bad results. At least do well and opt in lar! Right? Well thats just what I think I guess.

Oh Chingay's on tv. Haha. Got distracted. Cool. see ya.

Posted by Carol =) at 8:45 PM

Just reading back on my previous entries showed what a huge deprovement (is there such a word?!) I've made in my English. Now what? No more English, no more GP, I've already gotten a distinction in CRS, and RWP has very little to do with good tenses, grammar, and whatnots. Eh, in fact I can't even speak coherently anymore! For my RWP presentation I only got 38/50. Its so lousy lor, and my nervousness showed. I'll never be good at presentation. :( Past few months were not exactly the best days I've had, but a note of thanks to all those who have helped me through it and given me all the advices. :) I guess the rest will really have to depend on my decisions. Thanks to all those who understand, as well as all those who tried. It’s good enough.

Next up on the list, SA funfair tomorrow! Haha. Going with Wenghua. I'm not even sure where I'm meeting him. I forgot. Haha. I think we didn't even settle it properly. Haha. I'll just see how tomorrow I guess.

I'm bored! I don't know why either. I'm supposed to be busy and all, and I am, but, I just get really out of phase come night time, and I start stoning, or ignoring other stuff. And, I don't feel like sleeping. Practiced Canon in D on the piano and played the guitar. My fingers hurt. I haven't practiced for so long, they’ve gotten all soft. :( I want to play everyday~ Hahira. I wish I was better. Anyone wants to teach me?

RWP test coming soon. I wish I could bring my own laptop instead of using the school keyboard. I don't like to use the school keyboard. And I'm got to complete a whole report within 2 hours. I don't like any reports besides lab reports. Those business proposals and other articles which don't concern me are totally boring. And with my vocab, my reports are so -no standard-. Wahahaha. Lab reports are easier, they're Science, and you won't require the usage of a vast vocabulary. Yippee... I'm in the right course! Haha. I just realized I could get a degree one year after I get my diploma. In Melbourne I think? Wow. That’s really fast!

Basically I'm jumping in between topics and not making much sense. Will you please look at the time?! Ya. Even so I feel like blogging more just to make sure my standard of English stays, or even better, to improve! Hahahahaha. Yup. Next time then, I believe my contact lenses are drying up.

Posted by Carol =) at 2:40 AM

Thursday, February 10, 2005

Hey! I'm back! Haha. I've not been here for two months already! That's actually quite long. Can't find much time and much topics to blog about anyway. Today is the second day of the Chinese New Year. Haiz. Its a boring new year for me this year actually, no visiting, no proper reunion dinner, no angbaos.... T_T. The only fun i had was on monday, my whole poly family(except jiarui, he's too antisocial, ask him come oso duwan sia!) went over to wenghua's house to ton overnight. More like play mahjong overnight. Haha. 8 of us playing, so we could take turns somehow, can help, play, sleep. wahaha. That was the best part of this holiday. So boring right? Oh well. Can't do anything about it. And this holiday is way too short. How to rest and STUDY?! Haha. Once school term starts, it'll be hell for me. I desperately need to clean up my room. Wait, that's done. I need to clear the table so that i can actually work on it. Haha. When school starts, I usually reach home about 6 or 7 pm, and how do you expect me to study at that time! My brain is the most active from about 11 pm to 3 am I guess, and the next morning I wouln't be able to get up. Ok. That's bad. Haha.

After not blogging for so long, and not having to write essays, I believe my english has deproved tremendously. Jialat la, how can? Hahahaha... You see? I doubt I can string my sentences as well as before. Maybe it wasn't that good, but at least my tenses and grammar were alright! If only I had something to write about. Perhaps something argumentative? Haha. Like, Life is Boring. DYA? EYA. Hahaha. (by the way DYA = do you agree and EYA = explain your answer) History and Social Studies Teachers love to use them. Haha. Maybe I should just end up teaching Humanities. Ermmmm, make that history or social studies only. My whole class would fail geography if I taught. Haha.

Have you ever wondered what life brings? I have, its often full of shocks and surpises. More often the former than the latter though. All the twists and turns and the unexpected events. I'm confused already. I really am. What is to happen next? Oh ya, and my options. What am i supposed to choose!!! I've got til tuesday. Maybe you guys can vote. Biotech? Med tech? Bio info? Those who wanna help sms or msn me ok?! Haha. Thanks. That will help. By the way, you guys can take a look at www.egen.org.sg . If you don't mind you can read up on guys who sit of their chihuahuas and whatnots. Haha. Its quite amusing. I have an account but I didn't bother to update though. Hehz.

I'm leaving a super long entry because I know I won't be back til i-don't-know-when, so everyone please take care of yourselves and I miss all of you!! Eh, I think I can safely say that as there aren't many who keep up with this dead blog~ Hee.

Long enough? Doubt so. Just checkd word count, the above 4 paragraphs only contain a total of a measly 523 words! Argh. What happened to all those long essays I wrote in secondary school! Wait. They're usually 700 over words long. Wait. I crapped that much today?! And in argumentative I'm supposed to write more. Wahahaha. Oh no. I'm getting much too crappy. Sorry to bore you guys~! :P I guess I should sign out before I get people throwing stones at me! BYE!

Posted by Carol =) at 3:43 AM