Wednesday, April 28, 2004

Haven't been blogging much have I? Anyway, just to explain why. Firstly, I've no mood. Secondly, I'm too tired. Thirdly, my computer is dying. Think I can't use it anymore. I don't feel like doing anything about it though. Not like the internet is so important to me. Just that I might need it in school. Note : MIGHT. Sorry. Anyways, I'm going overseas soon. And I've got to get everyone at brekz something. I wonder what though. I'm not good at selecting presents. Going to get somethings for some other people too. I have totally no ideas what to type now. Feeling kind of like.... blank. Yup. BLANK. But who cares anyway? I just seem to have a writers' block. So anyway, you guys aren't really going to hear from me so soon. Lost interest in writing. Maybe only for now. Maybe I won't maintain this site anymore. Maybe I am going crazy. I believe I am. Anyway I won't really be checking this website too. Gomen nasai.. I'll go now. Sayonara!

Posted by Carol =) at 9:27 PM

Friday, April 23, 2004

Well, the note from our mr/miss/mrs passerby has showed me one very important message. Maybe more than one. Firstly, I learnt that, I must check up everything seriously before posting it. If not, I may end up embarrassing myself. I don't really like to be embarrassed.. ( so paiseh, cannot face pple..... )Haha. Sorry ah.... Secondly, I realized that there are actually passers-by who read my blog! Hmmm.. Perhaps I should be more careful with this. Haha. Anyway, thanks for the point! I think its still not a bad thing to have that kind of comment. At least no one's commenting that i'm a jerk or something. I really hope not.. ( crosses fingers.. pleeeeaaase.. ) I hope I don't sound like I detest the passerby or something... I just know that I should be more careful with my blog now. Later the Brekz staff see it, or perhaps the saints, or some people related to what I write. I might have to dig a hole in the ground and stick my head in soon. Haha. Anyway, to the passerby: perhaps you could double check with the medical tech lecturer for me? If you do happen to be speaking to him. He was the one who told me. Perhaps i am mistaken. Or perhaps its for medical tech and not biotech? I'm just very curious now. Since you're in biotech, this might be clearer for the both of us? Thanks in advance. In any case, you're welcome to tag my board!

Posted by Carol =) at 3:00 AM

Thursday, April 22, 2004

Busy day at Brekz today. But the sales didn't really show it. Why? M1 one for one voucher. Not fair. We're so busy and the sales don't meet up. Anyway, though it was busy, it was rather smooth. I think I like working with 4 staff. The co-operation and team work is stronger and it seems to work out better. I've been watching "Perish in the Name of Love". Interesting show. Too bad its a tragedy and there isn't any happiness in the end. The male and female leads just die drinking poison wine on the night of their wedding. If you get the chance, you should watch it too. Haha. Depends on you la, you might not like it as well. Hmm.. What else can I say? Oh ya. The collapse of Nicoll Highway. I wasn't really affected. Brekz was just told to save water as the water supply was cut off. Nothing big happened. However the toilets were closed, and I had no place to hide and blow my nose! Haha. Oh yes, and there's going to be a new trainee at Brekz! I'll no longer be the smallest one there. Haha! Oh well. Nothing much to say. Been having mixed feelings these days. Can't help it. Oh well. So I'll stop here. Laterz...

Posted by Carol =) at 1:25 AM

Monday, April 19, 2004

I'm here again! Haha. Had my day off today. Anyway, I don't really have anything interesting to report. But I guess today was fine. Oh, did I mention that I'll be going to Japan soon? From 30 April to 7 May. Hope it'll be fun. But I won't understand much of what they're saying though. I'm really running out of things to say! No serious thoughts, no special discoveries or anything. Sms count : 46. Haiz. So little. I almost forgot how my phone sounds like when I get a message. Who wants to message me? I guess nobody. :P Actually, its not neccessary, but I guess i rather have people messaging me than without. Guess quite alot of things have happened these days. Alot of changes, plenty of happenings. Thats life. But do I have the strength to go on? Oh well. I don't sound so good do I? So i shall stop. Bye for now.

Posted by Carol =) at 10:58 PM

Saturday, April 17, 2004

Was just looking at friendster, and I realised that SOOOOOO many people are in JC. I mean those who were in shss la. Its like, so many unexpected ones! Haha. Often people are shocked to hear that I'll be going to poly. Some people even just ask, "Which JC?". Then they get shocked when they hear about me going to poly. Haha. I'm rather amused. Well, I do expect that people naturally think I'll go to JC. Besides, I did attend the first three months. But if I did go JC, I would have taken triple science. Haha. Thats would have been hard on me. Haha. Hey, whats wrong with poly anyway? For your information, my course is very difficult to get in! Not trying to boast, but, just trying to make a point that some poly students are just as good or even better than JC students. If I do well enough, I might just get my masters in 5 years time. If I went JC, I would need 7 years!! Its just a different route, and it might not be easier. Just perhaps more practical.

Anyway, away from that topic. My schedule for next week is out! Tuesday to Thursday I'm working from 5-10. Saturday 12-3 5-10. Sunday 5-10. Time for church! Yippee! Hooray!!!! I've got my medical checkup on Friday. Wonder what they do. And I still gotta fill up all the forms. Haven't got to it yet. I'm a major procrastinator. Its not very healthy. I must change this habit of mine. Hee. I have to do it. I have to do it. I have to do it. Now. Now. Now. Hahaha. Its not really working is it? Anyway I don't know what else to say. Too lazy also. So I'll stop here? Yup. Cheers...

Posted by Carol =) at 1:09 AM

Thursday, April 15, 2004

Seems like people are really getting very stressed up and stuff. Just read Anna's and Joash's blog. Whoa. Now I feel really glad to be out of JC. All I can say is, JIA YOU!! to all those out there who needs it. i guess everyone's facing rather difficult times lately. I haven't been spared. There was times I felt like cursing and swearing, and I do not like it. But sometimes I can just get too agitated. Work now for me is fine. I got used to it. Not much problems already. My trip to Japan is confirmed. So I'm looking forward to that break. I'm actually haveing fun with some of my customers. Its good. At least I'm enjoying it. I'm getting rather ill though. Always have to refrain myself from coughing into the customers face. And having to blow my nose and all. Today something rather interesting happened though. Mdm Regina actually told Samuel and Desmond to hide a plate of food for our staff meal. Hide where? In the drawer. Hahahahahaha. and after that she pretended to scold us, and having to deduct our pay for doing so. But its so funny. I didn't really dare to eat that plate of food anyway. But supper was good. I managed to have 2 chipolatas, and salmon. With black pepper sauce. Oh, and lamb chop too. Loads of drinks left for me as well. Though it was a weekday, it was rather busy. think its due to the m1 one for one voucher. Its valid from monday to thursday. Anyway, good day today. Lovely day. Though i did get a little wet getting to work. :P Next week's scheldule not out yet. Hmmm... Oh well. If i still feel like it, I'll blogged again later. Bye for now! I'm so in need of a bath!!!

Posted by Carol =) at 11:59 PM

I just visited the SAJC site. The orientation two photos were there. Saw some familiar people. So sad I wasn't a part of it. I saw the people putting on the SA uniforms. Which I have a set at home.( hee.. ) Looking back at the orientation one photos made me realise that my three precious months spent in SAJC would soon be a distant memory. In fact, it already is. I can't remember it that well already. The excitement of orientation, the unity among the saints. Me putting on the PE shirt. "SAINTS". So proud of it. But yet, I'm not part of it. I'm not considered to be in the SA family. No more Marcus Chan( bio lecturer ), Jaina Tan( civics tutor ) or anything else. I saw Dan Chi, the councillor at brekz the other day. Too bad I was busy and couldn't say hi. Haha. I'm mad. I miss SA. I'm going to miss Life concert too. I could have been a part of it. I want to go back to school and visit. The student centre especially. This place I once frequent. The food, the cafeteria, the atmosphere, the people. The many days of different uniforms. The Lindy Hop. The College Song( Up and On!! ), The College Hymn. The cheers. Oh well. It is something I will never truly belong to. But truly, I feel like I'm a saint. Once a Saint, Always a Saint. This statement I hold dear. Haha. Anyway, enough of missing the past. There's enough of "Hi! Welcome to Brekz!" and "Thanks, Bye, See You Again!" to keep me occupied for now. Haha.( May I clear your plate? :P ) I'll see how it is once I enter poly. SP is the slowest to start, therefore, I have to wait longer...... Haha. Ok. I will perservere!!! Up and On! Haha. Go Forward!
*rock step kick kick kick turn and off i go!!!

Posted by Carol =) at 2:41 AM

Hillsong - Worthy is the Lamb
Thank you for the cross Lord
Thank you for the price You paid
Bearing all my sin and shame
In love You came
And gave amazing grace

Thank you for this love Lord
Thank you for the nail pierced hands
Washed me in Your cleansing flow
Now all I know
Your forgiveness and embrace

Worthy is the Lamb
Seated on the throne
Crown You now with many crown
You reign victorious
High and lifted up
Jesus Son of God
The Darling of Heaven crucified
Worthy is the Lamb
Worthy is the Lamb

One of my all time favourites... :) enjoy!
sms count : 21

Posted by Carol =) at 1:42 AM

Tuesday, April 13, 2004

My saturday off is gone.... Haha. Well, it was shifted to today. Yupz. So I'm not free on saturday. So sad. Anyway, I've been working and working. Don't have much to comment on. I'm getting used to the job now. I can handle it. I went out with Ruth today. Haven't seen her for so long. Well, since the day of O level release of results. Thats rather long. Haha. Got new air conditioners in the house, took one whole day of noise and construction to get them on. At least now its cool at home. Been dreaming alot recently, both daydreaming, and "sleeping" dreaming. Haha. :P I guess there's really nothing much for me to blog on anyway. Just probably weird customers, weird things....

On a slightly brighter note... I can't wait for school to start!!! Haha. Believe it or not, its true. The holidays are more or less killing me. My brain cells are dying. They're not working. I'm turning stupid. I'm not learning anything else besides customer service!! I miss uniforms... But sadly, poly does not require you to put on any. Haha. But its ok, at least I don't need to worry when I'm out late after school cause people are all staring. I wonder how's poly like. I wonder how's the medical checkup like. I wonder how's orientation like. Will someone enlighten me??

Anyway, if anyone's going to the same course as me, would you kindly inform me? Haha. And people, I'll really appreciate it if you would tag my board. Next thing, sorry for boring you guys reading this. I'm getting bored too. Thats why there's nothing interesting going on. Maybe next time if I meet really weird customers I'll note down what happened. Meanwhile, you may talk to me before I lose my brain cells completely. Thank you very much. Love, from cArOL.
P.S I'll look for something interesting to post next time.
sms count : 36
(btw, I don't think I make much sense somehow, especially in the last paragraph.. hmm...)

Posted by Carol =) at 12:35 AM

Friday, April 09, 2004

Its GOOD FRIDAY!! Haha. The day Jesus died for us. He died for all our sins, and now we're free! Oh happy happy. Haha. Anyway, today work was fun. Haha. I'm hearing jungle calls from tv. I'm watching "George of the Jungle" on the Disney channel. Old show. Hmmm. What else can I say? I don't know what to say. I'M HUNGRY!!!!! Hahaha. Didn't have much left for supper at brekz today. So sad ya? Currently cooking myself some noodles. One day I got to try eating at brekz during dinner hour. WHO WANTS TO COME WITH ME?? Haha. Official invitation to whoever reading this. WHOEVER WANTS TO COME WITH ME PLEASE CONTACT ME!!! Haha. By the way, I'm working next week, monday to friday 5-10, and sunday 12-3, 5-10. Saturday off!! Yay!! Okie. Signing off now. BYEZ!!
sms count : 38

Posted by Carol =) at 11:57 PM

Wednesday, April 07, 2004

Just a note to show that I'm still alive. Nothing much happened as yet, and I guess I have nothing much to say. No one contacted me yet. Wonder why I still keep this site. Haha. (Stupid useless website!!) Oh well. Guess that'll be it. YupZ. Laterz..

Posted by Carol =) at 10:29 PM

Tuesday, April 06, 2004

I'm finally blogging again. Well, it wasn't that long ago since I last blogged right? Anyways, have been working. That's all that has been happening in the first place. Haha. What have I been doing??
The following....

5 - 10pm -- work.
10 - 11 pm -- closing, eat.
11pm - 12 am -- transport home.
12 - 12.30 am -- bathe.
12.30 - 4 am -- watch tv, online.
4 am - 1 pm -- sleep.
1.30 pm - 2.30 pm -- eat.
2.30 pm - 3.30 pm -- watch tv.
3.30 pm - 4.30 pm -- transport to work.
4.30 pm - 5 pm -- rest, perhaps eat.

Then, REPEAT PROCESS. It has been a few days! But its not too bad. I'm starting to work afternoon shifts this SUNDAY. I am NOT SUPPOSED to WORK on SUNDAYS!! I thought I told them from the beginning!! But I guess its because its Easter sunday. A public holiday. That's why! Haha. Anyways, I'm happy. Eh, no, not because I'm working on EASTER. Its because I am happy. Scalded my hand on gel heat yesterday. OUCH!! That hurt! So stupid of me. HaiZ. Oh. I sent only a mere miserable amount of 24 smses. Not today. Since the previous count. Haha. Does no one, I repeat, NO ONE, once again, NO ONE want to contact me anymore? Haha. (People you know what to do la hor...)

Oh. And one thing. I AM NOT FREE ON GOOD FRIDAY AND EASTER SUNDAY. You can stop asking. Haha. Already quite a number of invites to attend people's church event. Its not that I don't want to go. I CAN'T. But.... I'm free on wednesday, so I'm free to go catch a movie or something. (hint hint...) Things to do on wednesday. 1. Get non-slip shoes. 2. Settle the poly things.
Yup. Singapore Polytechnic ( thereafter known as SP ) has sent me a whole package. (Must settle dunno what bank stuff, medical checkup blah blah one la...) The medical checkup is scheduled, so I need not do it on wednesday. But I guess I want to go out. Watch movie. (Hint HINT!!) As long as I don't need to walk too much. Haha. And last thing. People, if you want to visit me, (which I highly doubt so, dunno why I typing this oso.) I am working on, monday, tuesday, thursday, friday and saturday from 5 - 10 pm. Brekz is open at 6. And. sunday from 12 - 3 pm, and 5 - 10 pm. Haha. Oh ya, DONT, I repeat, DONT, stand outside and look see, try to peek inside. Please DONT. Haha.

I guess that's it. Got time find me k.
Carol Low
HP - 97523392.
Email - claa@pacific.net.sg
Address - Blk 646 Jalan Tenaga #12-111 s(410646)
Anything else sms me. Haha. Write to me. Anything. Yupz, guess I'll stop. BYE~!

Posted by Carol =) at 12:36 AM

Saturday, April 03, 2004

Just got home 3 hours ago. Feeling a little hyper though. Worked today, did opening myself. (CANNOT MAKE IT LAR!!) Haha. Not used to it. Keep forgetting to put certain things somewhere. Sometimes the things are not there, and I don't know. But overall, I guess it was fine. Everyone has to keep giving me pointers. Like, having to walk faster, how to hold many plates at a time, how to wipe the plates faster, and er... other stuff I guess. The kitchen floor is very slippery! I need non-slip shoes. You can practically slide around in the kitchen. Holding those white plates and walking out gives me the creeps. So heavy, so breakable. And yet, I have to do it. No choice. I dislike wiping cutlery. And yet again. No choice. Aiya, I'll get used to work. Its just the beginning. But I think its fun too! I mean, can get to handle all the customers, learn things you've never learnt, know what actually goes on being in the service line. I'm still glad to be working. Its much better than to just laze and stoned around at home. After all, no one jio me out cause they're busy with school, or their own work.

Since I got not much to say... Here's some inspiring(??) words.
No One is Here by Chance.

Hey, Its very true. Nothing happens for nothing. Go think about it!
SMS count : 55 (not enough people contacting me... :( )
"btw, the phrase is inspired by... SAJC... must give credit.. hee"
"oh! I saw a saint today!!!!! at brekz.. eating!! haha..."

Posted by Carol =) at 3:30 AM

Thursday, April 01, 2004

Did I make a mistake when I chose not to be in a JC anymore? Was it a right choice to go to poly? Now I'm confused. If I was in JC, I wouldn't have spent 3 hours wiping cutlery. If I was in JC, I would be studying. If I was in JC, I wouldn't have to pay adult fare. Which means, I wouldn't have to work. I miss school. I miss my uniform. I miss lazing around in the student centre(SC). I miss LT3. Haha. And, I miss a lot of people. Haha. 4A'ers, handbellers, backsiderz. And more. (well, just think, would carol miss me? If the answer is yes, then yes lor.. Haha.)Can't wait for poly to start. That'll be another 3 months. Yep. Such a LOOOOOONG time away from now. I can't believe it. I miss school that much?? I actually like school?? I guess so. Haha. Carol is a student lar.. Can't help it one.. Maybe I'll get used to the holiday. I hope I do. Okay, away from that topic. MY SKIN IS PEELING!! Haha. So bimbotic right? But its true. My sensitive skin is not helping me with my job! Haha. People... can start buying carol rubber gloves.. plaster.. and whatsoever le.. Haha."wo de ming hao ku ah...."Hehe. Anyway I think I'll get used to it. at least I hope so! Haha. Think I'm either stoning, or looking like this --> 0_o. Or this --> T_T. Haha. K lar, guess this is it! I'm off tomorrow! And boy am I glad! Haha! Eh, people, got time hor, say a prayer for me. I'm not exactly in top form recently. Kk. Time to go. Go bathe (I just got home!) then watch tv. Haha. I need God's blessings! I'm working on friday, saturday AND sunday. HELP............!